I was thinking about church since it is approaching in ten hours. Why is it that we put on our Sunday best, slap on our Sunday grin, and pretend like everything is a okay? Why can't we ask for a spirtual prayer request? and say, "Please pray that I'll read my Bible this week." Why aren't we talking about our favorite verses or the way God uses the ones in our hearts each and every day to rescue us from every kind of temptation? I know I'm to afraid to be the brave one to say something and get no response. Yet the more I think on it: the more I know that I'm just the person to do that. Haven't I spent most of my life shocking everyone with my BIG mouth for more reasons than one. What would be so awful about saying the truth. Well, given my lack of filter I know I won't be saying too much. Maybe I need to just be open to the opportunity. Yes, I will likely go too far and then I'll rant my frustration over receiving the look once again.