When the rain trickles down slowly, the clickedy clack drums a soft relaxing rhythm. You feel the urge to curl up in a comfy chair and read a book. When the rain comes down heavy for hours, the pouring water starts to make you feel physically drained. You body feels heavy, and you might even feel a headache from all the mugginess. That has been these last months and I wasn't sure if I could put that into words so I stopped writing. I am physically drained and emotionally down. I am optimistic that the spring is indeed coming for real around that next bend. I had fun yesterday and a year ago around this same time I was actually worse, but a month earlier. This year was better just seemed to last longer. I am waiting for the sunshine. In the meantime, I am feelng a little better. I am surrounding myself with supportive people. God is good.