When the rain trickles down slowly, the clickedy clack drums a soft relaxing rhythm. You feel the urge to curl up in a comfy chair and read a book. When the rain comes down heavy for hours, the pouring water starts to make you feel physically drained. You body feels heavy, and you might even feel a headache from all the mugginess. That has been these last months and I wasn't sure if I could put that into words so I stopped writing. I am physically drained and emotionally down. I am optimistic that the spring is indeed coming for real around that next bend. I had fun yesterday and a year ago around this same time I was actually worse, but a month earlier. This year was better just seemed to last longer. I am waiting for the sunshine. In the meantime, I am feelng a little better. I am surrounding myself with supportive people. God is good.
Have you ever settled for just fine? Have you ever found yourself in pain every day and been told this is just normal for your age? After just not feeling good for a long time, I realized I was gaining weight again rapidly. I found this webinar about low thyroid and weight loss. I thought what’s the harm? I knew after that first session that I had found a solution. People have been telling me for years how they gave up sugar and felt amazing. I thought I just couldn’t do it. Now years later even before I started to watch I knew I have to give up sugar. Giving up gluten didn’t really help me because so much of the gluten free foods are loaded with sugar. Anyway, if you see me eating a chocolate bar, send help 🤣. I really want to wake up in the morning ready to start a day. Like that feeling on Christmas morning when you just can’t wait to get out of bed. What would it be like to feel like that every day? My pain is less some days than others. Exercise helps. I am thankful my God l...
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