On the off chance there are some out there still reading this, I just want to be sure my last post was not offensive. I have very little experience with cancer and I don't pretend to be able to even imagine how difficult that would be for someone or their loved ones. Someone close to me does have it now, but she lives far away so I'm not living in the reality of it everyday. I know it will one day take her, but for now I'm trying not to dwell on it. She means the world to me and she has been so strong. In the beginning she was not, but when she is down she keeps to herself(don't we all). She doesn't want her loved ones to see her that way. As horrific as cancer is, She is thankful for it. I am as well because I know it has brought much needed healing to her family.
I am starting my own blog to reduce my boredom and give me a place to put my thoughts. Recently some people I know put some very difficult words out for all the world to see. I have been chicken to do the same and now I want to set the record straight. I didn't talk to people from high school for over ten years. It seems so silly now. I found out recently that I'm not the only one who grew up in college and beyond. We aren't kids anymore so the past is just that the past. I'll admit some of it I don't want to remember, but we did have some fun times in high school. The truth is something happened to me that I was not at all ready to talk about so I just avoided people. I got married in 1998 to a really great guy I met in college. We were giddy and in love. We decided after nine months of bliss to have a baby. Why not? I was bored and we wanted one. That sounds terrible to say that, but it is true. Boom one month later I was expecting. Three months later Jo
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