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One of those days

Have you ever had one of those days? You know when your so tired that you drop everything and go to bed without brushing your teeth or anything. I did. I was exhausted after going upstairs to act ridiculous. My family barely reacts anymore at my antics because they are so used to them, but this one did get quite a reaction. It turns out we have a Darth Vader Costume which I bought at a yard sale (a while ago for Jonathan) that fits me. I tried it on with my son's Darth Vader helmet and that was a site. John laughed and the boys just kept pointing and smiling at me. So that one was so worth it although it was like trying to breath inside a dusty plastic bowl.

I was already sleepy when I did the costume thing. I hung the thing up, took one look and my bed and got in. I decided after about ten minutes to put on PJs. Then I closed my eyes and went to sleep. It couldn't have been more than 8:30. I had planned on going back downstairs so that lights were still on, and the beans I cooked for today (it's 3a.m.) were still on the counter.

I woke up at 2 something and realized I forgot about the beans! Yes, I got up and put them away. Washed some dishes. Organized my school stuff. Filled out Jonathan's homework sheet. Hay I'm up anyway what needs to be done. No, really, those were the things I would have done had I stayed up another couple of hours like I normally would. Now I have to decide if I want to try to go back to sleep now or just wait till John gets up and catch a nap then. I know I'll need some more sleep, but not that much due to my early go to bed time.
I just found the whole thing so funny because of how unlike me it was to go to bed so early. Now I'm finding the fact that I talk about sleep so much funny too. Food and sleep... yes, those are some very important topics.

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  1. You forgot to tell them about the part where I watched an entire three-hour movie in bed next to you while you sawed logs.

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