I think the "move around you'll feel better." is an old wive's tale. When you are not feeling well(physically), running around doesn't magically make you feel better. I think that was what they told themselves because they couldn't stop working/moving even though they wanted to. Thus they figure our generation should do the same. Just keep going and do what you have to do. I think it might be more reasonable to adapt to the situation. Do as much as you can while staying off your feet as much as possible. That way less blood loss and less pain. Yes, I am talking about the whoas of being a woman. Just part of life for us. If I have to go and do, I do. If I don't have to, I stay off my feet on days like this. I get light headed and weak, so I really am better off not to over-do-it. I know how REAL life is. I had to teach a class with larangitis and a fever. You can't stop because it's your job. I have no intention of teaching my children any different, but I am not sure we need to make up stories about walking miles in the snow to accomplish that. Maybe there is a more realistic approach to life than making up rediculous statements which no believes are true.
I feel not so much a storm as a little shower of emotional rain. My mind is filled to the brim with thoughts and trying not to go batty trying to sort them through on my own. Then I start feeling isolated as I have no one to talk to. I have therapy next week so I will talk then for sure. It’s not even anything bad; it’s just so full I am thinking out loud. That never bothered me before, but now I am feeling unsteady. I have talked to myself my whole life. I am certainly not going to stop now, but it feels like a gateway to the enemy deceiving me all over again. He can disguise his voice to sound like anyone else. So if my thoughts are out loud, I’m Vulnerable. I miss my friends. I have a few here and there . I miss lighthearted fun. I am just waiting for God to pull the curtain on this season and to start to feel more like myself again. I’m not asking God for anything He doesn’t want me to have, I just need to get through this little shower. I know God still has things for me to d...
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