I haven’t written in a while so here goes. I am experiencing life like a drippy faucet. I get up and wait for it to end and start all over again. I knew today was one of those days I should have gone outside, but there’s no place to go. And the house is still a mess and I really do want it to be getting increasingly better. There’s no one to say hey I am feeling especially negative today. Cause let’s be honest; no one wants to hear that. The fact is that my disease means feeling bad for no good reason. Getting up anyway and waiting for the wave to pass. So for my friends who like me can’t be honest about their struggles, it’s okay. We’re human and sometimes just don’t feel good. I did accomplish something today. I thought I am disappointed I didn’t do more and yes I wish someone could say it’s enough. Because I am never going to be perfect this side of eternity. Okay that’s the lot. Going to take a hot shower and try to leave the house.
Have you ever settled for just fine? Have you ever found yourself in pain every day and been told this is just normal for your age? After just not feeling good for a long time, I realized I was gaining weight again rapidly. I found this webinar about low thyroid and weight loss. I thought what’s the harm? I knew after that first session that I had found a solution. People have been telling me for years how they gave up sugar and felt amazing. I thought I just couldn’t do it. Now years later even before I started to watch I knew I have to give up sugar. Giving up gluten didn’t really help me because so much of the gluten free foods are loaded with sugar. Anyway, if you see me eating a chocolate bar, send help 🤣. I really want to wake up in the morning ready to start a day. Like that feeling on Christmas morning when you just can’t wait to get out of bed. What would it be like to feel like that every day? My pain is less some days than others. Exercise helps. I am thankful my God l...
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