You can feel free to ignore my tittles if they confuse you. Have you felt the weight of burdens lately? So much is happening that it definitely feels like being stuck underneath something heavy. I lost a friend to cancer. My mother lost a friend to sudden infection. (Not CoVid) The sheer weight of all the things I am trying to pray for is overwhelming. I spend some time reading my Bible and all the verses were not only reminders that God is able, but that His way is perfect, and I should ask for what I need. I struggle with the why them? Why not me? Why am I still here? I’m not special? I haven’t even figured out how to have successful relationships with anyone that doesn’t HAVE to love me. So I guess maybe that’s why. He’s not finished yet. He still has things for me to do. I do feel His love and that has to be enough. I can’t become what someone else expects. I am focusing on listening to God and what He wants me to do. I am pulling away from harmful relationships. I am seeking guidance for next steps. My voice is damaged right now, but that’s okay. I am God’s vessel. He decides what happens with my instrument.
Have you ever settled for just fine? Have you ever found yourself in pain every day and been told this is just normal for your age? After just not feeling good for a long time, I realized I was gaining weight again rapidly. I found this webinar about low thyroid and weight loss. I thought what’s the harm? I knew after that first session that I had found a solution. People have been telling me for years how they gave up sugar and felt amazing. I thought I just couldn’t do it. Now years later even before I started to watch I knew I have to give up sugar. Giving up gluten didn’t really help me because so much of the gluten free foods are loaded with sugar. Anyway, if you see me eating a chocolate bar, send help 🤣. I really want to wake up in the morning ready to start a day. Like that feeling on Christmas morning when you just can’t wait to get out of bed. What would it be like to feel like that every day? My pain is less some days than others. Exercise helps. I am thankful my God l...
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