Have you ever been fine? You don't have an incurable disease. You aren't in
unbearable pain. Therefore you are fine. Right? I am having one of my manic
spells. For me that means my thoughts are racing extra fast and it's difficult
to focus. I have trouble going to sleep. And as is with bipolar, the more sleep
I looss the worse it gets. I think it's getting a little better which means get
ready for the depression. Physically I am dealing with some chronic food
allergies and skin allergies that are making things fun. Sometimes those little
things matter yet people shake there head to say, "That's no big deal."
Sometimes I need to people to care about the no big deals of my reality. It
doesn't make anyone's BIG DEAL any less important. Still people I know lost a
husband, a father, a mother, a sister, a brother, or a friend. I am so sorry for
their loss. The friends I lost most recently were to Cancer. Not CoVid. More and
more people are surviving Covid yet Cancer still kills so many. I just needed a
rant to calm my head down. I don't have anything inspirational to say.
Have you ever settled for just fine? Have you ever found yourself in pain every day and been told this is just normal for your age? After just not feeling good for a long time, I realized I was gaining weight again rapidly. I found this webinar about low thyroid and weight loss. I thought what’s the harm? I knew after that first session that I had found a solution. People have been telling me for years how they gave up sugar and felt amazing. I thought I just couldn’t do it. Now years later even before I started to watch I knew I have to give up sugar. Giving up gluten didn’t really help me because so much of the gluten free foods are loaded with sugar. Anyway, if you see me eating a chocolate bar, send help 🤣. I really want to wake up in the morning ready to start a day. Like that feeling on Christmas morning when you just can’t wait to get out of bed. What would it be like to feel like that every day? My pain is less some days than others. Exercise helps. I am thankful my God l...
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