I am so running out of interesting titles for these posts. I say the sun just keeps shining today. No matter how bad you feel. No matter what’s going on. The sun just keeps shining. I am moving along through the fog of life. Life is incredibly stressful right now. Life is lonely too. I am tired from trying to socialize and lonely from not. It’s confusing and frustrating all at the same time. I really want us to get a dog, but hubby expects me to do it all by myself. I am not comfortable doing something that important alone. A dog is a member of the family. We need to make that decision together. We all need better emotional support. Either that or they need to switch me to the happy pills that make you sleep most of the day. Just saying. It’s an idea.
I am starting my own blog to reduce my boredom and give me a place to put my thoughts. Recently some people I know put some very difficult words out for all the world to see. I have been chicken to do the same and now I want to set the record straight. I didn't talk to people from high school for over ten years. It seems so silly now. I found out recently that I'm not the only one who grew up in college and beyond. We aren't kids anymore so the past is just that the past. I'll admit some of it I don't want to remember, but we did have some fun times in high school. The truth is something happened to me that I was not at all ready to talk about so I just avoided people. I got married in 1998 to a really great guy I met in college. We were giddy and in love. We decided after nine months of bliss to have a baby. Why not? I was bored and we wanted one. That sounds terrible to say that, but it is true. Boom one month later I was expecting. Three months later Jo
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