I am so running out of interesting titles for these posts. I say the sun just keeps shining today. No matter how bad you feel. No matter what’s going on. The sun just keeps shining. I am moving along through the fog of life. Life is incredibly stressful right now. Life is lonely too. I am tired from trying to socialize and lonely from not. It’s confusing and frustrating all at the same time. I really want us to get a dog, but hubby expects me to do it all by myself. I am not comfortable doing something that important alone. A dog is a member of the family. We need to make that decision together. We all need better emotional support. Either that or they need to switch me to the happy pills that make you sleep most of the day. Just saying. It’s an idea.
As a kid I watched my parents fight about different things. I don't really have any other parents to compare them to so I can't really say whether they were normal fights couples have or not. I couldn't even say what most of them were about except the ones that were about me. We only ate as a family on holidays. My father came home late so we kids ate without him. I do remember spending time with him in the evening before I went to bed so it couldn't have been that late. My own husband gets home a little later because of his job commute so we eat late every night. But home schooling has given us the ability to be more flexible than my Mom was able to be. We had school early the next day. As I got older, I remember my Father being home less and less and the fights seemed to intensify. I remember one night when I was thirteen. I could hear them yelling through the wall. My mom found me crying and I told her I didn't want them to get a divorce. She told me...
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