Today I had to buy food. We were out of lot of things and the shopping service just isn’t reliable if you really need stuff. Plus with food so expensive I just can’t afford to use them every time. So I decided to get myself a smoothie first since I had little appetite, but my sugar was dropping a lot yesterday. Smoothie King is the closest and they are fast. Got exactly what I wanted. They handed me a free small bag of veggie chips. I know probably no big deal, but I needed those chips. It was a little reminder that God is still good. I might think the people in my life have forgotten about me, but complete strangers are offering up kindness. Silly little bag made me so happy that I did something I haven’t in a while. I rearranged the grocery carts in the pouring rain so they fit better. Cause I was already soaking wet anyway and that silly thing makes me happy. I like blessing the store workers cause they work HARD. And yes, God is still good💚.
As a kid I watched my parents fight about different things. I don't really have any other parents to compare them to so I can't really say whether they were normal fights couples have or not. I couldn't even say what most of them were about except the ones that were about me. We only ate as a family on holidays. My father came home late so we kids ate without him. I do remember spending time with him in the evening before I went to bed so it couldn't have been that late. My own husband gets home a little later because of his job commute so we eat late every night. But home schooling has given us the ability to be more flexible than my Mom was able to be. We had school early the next day. As I got older, I remember my Father being home less and less and the fights seemed to intensify. I remember one night when I was thirteen. I could hear them yelling through the wall. My mom found me crying and I told her I didn't want them to get a divorce. She told me...
Comments
Post a Comment