Today is one of those days when no matter what I might want to do, my engine is just stalled. Whether physical or emotional exhaustion, sometimes your body just has to rest. Today my blood pressure was low and it feels like a force is pulling me back down every time I try to get up. Since this isn’t my first time having to readjust prioritize to plans for health reasons, I just go with it. I have one of those hidden conditions which people often think is a figment of my imagination. Well, they say ignorance is bliss for a reason. Going to embrace the rest today. I am thankful I don’t have to do this every day. ‘God is my refuge and strength,”a very present help in trouble.” Psalm 46:1.
As a kid I watched my parents fight about different things. I don't really have any other parents to compare them to so I can't really say whether they were normal fights couples have or not. I couldn't even say what most of them were about except the ones that were about me. We only ate as a family on holidays. My father came home late so we kids ate without him. I do remember spending time with him in the evening before I went to bed so it couldn't have been that late. My own husband gets home a little later because of his job commute so we eat late every night. But home schooling has given us the ability to be more flexible than my Mom was able to be. We had school early the next day. As I got older, I remember my Father being home less and less and the fights seemed to intensify. I remember one night when I was thirteen. I could hear them yelling through the wall. My mom found me crying and I told her I didn't want them to get a divorce. She told me...
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