These last few weeks have certainly had their ups and downs. I am facing doctor frustration again. I was told by the foot doctor that my shoes were too tight. I got larger shoes and my feet hurt more than ever. I think it’s nerve pain since it’s burning and sharp. Probably won’t matter what kind of shoes I wear. Oh well. I lost a little weight and that’s good. Sometimes I feel every inch of my age. I am considering new ministry possibilities. I don’t know what direction God is leading me to yet. Sometimes all there is to do is wait. I know God hasn’t left me. He just has some more lessons for me to learn.
As a kid I watched my parents fight about different things. I don't really have any other parents to compare them to so I can't really say whether they were normal fights couples have or not. I couldn't even say what most of them were about except the ones that were about me. We only ate as a family on holidays. My father came home late so we kids ate without him. I do remember spending time with him in the evening before I went to bed so it couldn't have been that late. My own husband gets home a little later because of his job commute so we eat late every night. But home schooling has given us the ability to be more flexible than my Mom was able to be. We had school early the next day. As I got older, I remember my Father being home less and less and the fights seemed to intensify. I remember one night when I was thirteen. I could hear them yelling through the wall. My mom found me crying and I told her I didn't want them to get a divorce. She told me...
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