I woke up this morning around 8:30 and decided to go back to sleep. There is a Scripture that has been on my mind lately. Luke chapter ten verses 41-42. Jesus says to Martha,”…Martha, Martha, thou art careful and troubled about many things : But one thing is needful: And Mary hath chosen that good part which shall not be taken away from her. Don’t get too excited; I am not encouraging people to skip church. I am giving myself permission to rest my body when that is needed more. I can pray and worship right here. Sometimes we push ourselves to the edge of unhealthy just because we’re concerned people won’t understand. I can’t worry about those people right now. I choose the more needful thing. To worship in private this morning. And show up rested later.
Up in the wee hours of the morning, is yet another perk of being bipolar. Yes, that's sarcasm because unlike some, I don't like being like this. I started getting a little more hyper than usual and now I can't sleep. I slept for an hour or two when hubby woke me up and I couldn't get back to sleep after. So I wasn't worried about anything, but I was wide awake. Even though I now feel tired, I still don't feel sleepy. It is hard to explain. Well I already took some calm down medicine and that didn't work so I am getting ready to take more. I use it only when I have to, but considering I need to function in a few hours I WILL consider this one of those times. I was excited about started school and I guess maybe I am going through an up cycle. That sort of makes sense since I had a down cycle in the beginning of the summer. I am glad that the cycles are much shorter than they used to be. I remember being tired and having little energy or ambition to do anyt...
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