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A Little Effort

 I’ve been trying to go Around the block at least once a day if I don’t go out of the house. Rain or shine, which today was very hot and yesterday it was a little wet. I did  Feel motivated to do anything. And that little bit of sunshine really gave me a boost although each day is different. I’m still struggling to find my new normal. My medicine makes me sleepy and I have to take it early in the day because it also irritates my muscles. My point is I’m trying to give myself some little goals so I can start to see the needle move back in the right direction. I have gained at least 10 if not 20 pounds in the last few months and that’s very discouraging after losing so much weight. I’m afraid to weigh myself because I don’t wanna find out how bad it is. I’m gonna try to do some positive goals and then we’ll see how bad things look exercise every day. Certainly going to be part of the goal. In addition eating better. Vegetables every day, protein, every day and no more sugar. Now that you’ve heard my very unexciting list of do's and don’ts, I’m going to go get ready to face some more of my life.

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